End of the month ...

I have developed a real aversion to the end of the month.  Mainly it is because I bill fees at the end of the month and business isn't quite where I'd like it to be so doing my fees is depressing and sometimes demoralising.  The first few months that followed the launch of my practice were fantastic.  It was almost literally an overnight success.  The workflow dipped a bit when the December holidays rolled around and we had our wedding and honeymoon shortly after that and my work only started to pick up a bit in April or so. 

This month is a quiet month so I find myself looking inwards and I noticed a few things about my perception of myself in this workspace and the profession I have chosen.  It is a carry over from my last firm where confidence building was not a priority.  I wonder how much my perception of myself, deep down, impacts on my business even if I am not conscious of that impact.